what a night.

so last night was full of fun and bulimic activities. i gain 4 pounds since yesterday.... how that happen, i dont know. now im back at school for a week, run and gun all week long and work from 9-3!

finals week.... over... school over.

a lot of stress this past week and i think because of that.... i skippex alot of meals.. for instance, today is the second day in the past week, i havent ate for 24 hours.. yeah i know this isnt healthy, but i'm really not that hungry and i think because of that... im that-->

its 7 am, been up all night, doing nada. gonna go to the gym in a hour.. jeez, mysleep schedule is all messed up right now.

i've never been to the gym in the morning.

after my last final, the 14th. i have 1 more week in school. during that week, i hope to destroy this body, break down to 175 and then hopefully by the end of the summer 165...

jeez, thats a far time from now.....

man, im reallly pissed i missed that wale concert yesterday at the lounge!

look right!

off to work, so more walking... i sorta wish i could stay in school a bit longer just cuase i know when i get home,, i mgonna gain alot of weight back. only 3 more weeks.. soon, no school and no job.. no more walking from 9-3.

woah!

Woah!

i run so hard, i bleed

today was a good run, haven't run in like 2 months. I hit 4 miles surprisingly. throughout the run, my heel is digging into my sneakers, but i pay no mind, go to the locker room take my kicks off and this is what i see..



i was like wtheck is that red dot on my heel?! turn it around and see something horrible.







it was a great run, didnt even bother me too much, but dang i cant run in bloody sneakers. i need a pair of running sneakers now.

+4, 1 more month and some..

gained 4 in a week.. not suprised a bit.. a lot of eating and socializing and fun, very little basketball and sweating..

good week.. good week..

i will lose this in a weeek i'd say.

school has been horrible. i hate it, classes that is.

i love being bald. except my hairline is moving up by the minute. i gotta cardio this boddy hard this month. one more left.. and its over. not really.

i feel like i might go extreme starvation methods this next month,

ugh, i ate so much week.